Sorry For Your Loss.

My grandma died.

Grandma’s die.

The hardest part about this is having to smile and pretend to be okay. Having to shake hands with family you’ve never seen and hug virtual strangers. Having to make a speech about someone who was a absolute asshole but not mention the fact that she was an asshole. Having to stare at the shell of a person lying in a coffin and try to figure out where the light has gone. Having to watch two men lower a coffin in the ground and thinking the whole time, “what if she  is just sleeping?”

Having to hear ‘sorry for your loss’ and think about, if you should live long enough, how many more times in your life you’ll have to hear it again.

The hardest part about this is the living you have to do after its over. After all the well wishes, after the dirt settles.

But you do it. Feeling incomplete, changed, and stripped. You just keep living anyway.

One Sentence Summary (First Draft)

Okay guys, be honest. What do you think? I do plan on spicing it up but for right now I’m thinking this a good skeleton. I think.

A poised law school student is forced back into the world of spiritual healers and the demons that attack them when her father is murdered and her twin sister goes missing without a trace.

Don’t break the chain!!

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On February 1st I will be starting my don’t break the chain calendar.

I know. I’m Hella late for new years resolutions and all that jazz. But I’ve been working on an outline that I’m really excited about. And don’t worry, I’ll definitely be sharing it with you.

A few weeks ago I ran across an independent author by the name of Garrett Robinson and he’s been doing this thing called VlogaNovel. I think that it’s a super cool idea and a great way to stay productive and motivated.

I can’t promise that I will be doing this but I kinda wanna try it out.

I’ll need some feed back of course. What do you guys think? Terrible idea or no?

If I decide to do it, I’ll be hosting the hangouts through my Google plus or either YouTube’s live feature. I’ll post the links to both in the future.

Anyway, see you again soon guys.

Also, what are your resolutions this year?

Merry Christmas Peeps!!

Okay. So, I haven’t been around much lately. I know. I feel awful about it. But, I’m planning a grand return in the next week or so for new years. It’s gonna be epic.

So maybe stick around a while, yeah?

Thanks to everyone who has been with me so far. You guys are an indescribable source of inspiration for me.

Have a great Christmas and I’ll see you soon.